Saturday, June 20, 2009

Wish List

I wish you didn't look so good when you got here

I wish you wouldn't smile at me that way, like we're friends, because we're not

I wish you didn't smell so good

I wish my body didn't still ache for you

I wish I didn't miss you so much still

I wish you would just go away

I wish you would come back

I wish I didn't look like crap when you got here

I wish I could just forget

I wish you looked like you were hurting too

I wish you could just understand me

I wish I didn't love you anymore

I wish.

4 words of wisdom:

CarolinaDreamz said...

*hug*

I wish it was easier for you, too.

thisnewplace said...

I always felt lucky that I never wanted my exhusband after we broke up. I am so sorry for what you are going through!

PAPATV said...

sorry, you still are hearting, WEndy.

this was beautiful...sad, of course, but beautifully written.

you know my number.

best
brian

Mom101 said...

I think a lot of us have thought these same words at many points in our lives. Wishing you peace right now. Those feelings are never fun.